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Thursday, July 23rd, 2009
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4:15 pm - Words Meme
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So yeah, cait got me with this, and I thought it was totally fun, so I'm doing this.
( Meme! )
In other news, I'm cleaning up my house before my mom gets here. Hurray panic cleaning! lol
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(3 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Saturday, December 20th, 2008
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2:32 am - Homeness
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So yeah, I'm home. Been that way for oh, two days or so. Getting back into the swing of things. There is a dog sleeping on my bed that wasn't there this morning, and I want him to be my dog. But realistically it can't work, but I don't want him to go to the pound or the animal shelter. I know he's adorable, and I know he'll be picked immediately... but I want him to be my dog and call him Ludo or Barney, and stuffs. And he's a russell terrier(not the jack but the taller similar breed) and he's just so freaking cute.
Why does life have to be all like, no man, you can't have that thing you want. yeah it's christmas time. So what, fuck you. I'm actually not that upset, I just really would love to keep this dog.
Being home is nice though. And I'm finally feeling more okay with my family(ie my mom), and my dad is super cool but I can't figure out how to spend more time with him; maybe I should just say, dad, I want to hang out with you. That could work. And my brother is freaking awesome at everything and that makes him suck, but he's the coolest kid ever and I'm so glad we made awful coolade in a milk gallon today.
Also, boyfriend is being fantastic. I think, a year and a half into our relationship, we might be getting out of the clingy needy omg have to spend every moment-togetherness. I think it's cuz we're really trying to make moving in together happen.
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2008
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6:56 pm - I want an XBOX 360 for serious
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| Friday, November 21st, 2008
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2:29 pm - New favorite words
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2008
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4:35 am - Three things
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1. Hancock is awesome. I know the reviews say it starts out good and then goes typical movie shit, but I disagree. I think it took a very interesting and refreshing direction. Give it a shot. If you like a good story, you won't be disappointed.
2. I feel like i like my job more than I should. Like it's inappropriate for me to enjoy the simplicity of bagging and carts and shit. Sometimes i think I don't want all this science stuff. Lately I keep thinking about how nice it is to sell people their food.
3. I am so fucking sunburned. It's not as bad as on thursday when I got it, but my legs from my butt to my ankles are bright red. The right side is worse. My back hurts like a motherfucker too. It has been suggested to me to use vinegar to cut the burn. I have yet to try it, as I hate vinegar strongly. But nonetheless, I am intreigued.
I want to write something.
Okay, so maybe four things...
--Justine
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(3 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
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3:16 am - Job
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"I am job. I am job."
so yeah, I'm employed for the summer. At Ralphs. Yay, I don't have to worry about finding a job, and now I can switch over to worrying like crazy about housing... yaaaay...:(
Also, boyfriend is staying at my house and forced to sleep on the couch. I'm confused. You know we have sex when you go to bed anyway, mom, so why not let him sleep in the bed with me?
--Justine
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(1 misdemeanor | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
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6:20 pm
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I haven't posted in a while. Unreliable/slow internet access will do that. But I figured I should make a post. It is summer. I may have lucked out on a job, as long as my drug test comes back negative...which it should...unless second hand smoke has equal potency...but seriously, I should be fine. I think my future manager may be kind of slow though...but I will remember that stupids are people too, :D
I haven't been seeing many people. I don't know, when I'm spending my days trying to get a job, I kind of forget to call people and say hey, hang out with me. Also I don't seem to get tired of hanging out with boyfriend. Somewhat more irritable maybe, but we're both reasonable people, and we talk out our problems. Lots of kissin's help too, of course.
But I need to see people. I think people should see me?
==Justini==
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(4 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
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8:14 pm - Meme
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I recently found out that a meme is actually defined as a discrete packet of cultural information. Captain Planet and Hell are two such memes.
anyway...
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
In stereo (apparently it's REALLY okay, lol)
2. How would you describe yourself?
Here It Goes Again
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
I am a rock
4. How do you feel today?
Creep (considering how exhausted I am, sure...)
5. What is your life's purpose?
Shiver
6. What is your motto?
While My Guitar Gently Weeps (lol)
7. What do your friends think of you?
Migration
8. What do you think of your parents?
Everytime we Touch (creeeeepy)
9. What do you think about very often?
Demolition Lovers
10. What is 2 + 2?
With or Without you (Hey, I kinda like that)
11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
The Great Disappointment (wow, harsh, shuffle..)
12. What do you think of the person you like?
Baba
13. What is your life story?
Everything in It's Place
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
What's the Use
(I'm a question mark, a walkin' talkin' question mark...)
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I'm a Believer (seriously)
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Starlight
17. What will they play at your funeral?
battle ignition
(bleach soundtrack... fuck yeah...it's the, badass shit is going down song)
18. What is your hobby/interest?
Let's Impeach the President
(lol)
19. What is your biggest fear?
DUI
20. What is your biggest secret?
Take Me I'm Yours
21. What do you think of your friends?
Hands Down
22. What will you post this as?
Last Dance
I cheated on one, can you guess which?
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Sunday, April 20th, 2008
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2:05 am - Trust
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I trust you implicitly, with much more tempting, provoking situations. So please trust me in a more innocent situation.
I would never hurt you.
Not when hurting you would break me.
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
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3:32 pm - Wakarusa Devil Chapter 2
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I am a douche for not updating this sooner. But I am updating and writing and actually FINISHING something this time...
Title: Wakarusa Devil
Rating: Approximately PG-13.
Pairing: Sam/Jessica, Dean/?
Author Note: This is purely because I love westerns and cowboys are hot. Honestly.
Summary: 1885. Sam, living in Chicago, gets a telegram from his brother Dean asking him to return home for the first time in six years, because their father John has gone hunting and hasn't returned.
Chapter 1 is here.
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Tuesday, April 8th, 2008
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7:34 pm - Clocks
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So I'm starting to wonder now. Are there just more shows with people having babies and stuff on tv and movies, or am I noticing it more. Because what before was something I was looking forward to in the future, that is, having kids and stuff, is starting feel a little more like a tangible desire. Maybe it's because my period just started, and I'm feeling like an empty nester (ooooh, BAD joke). Or maybe it's because I'm starting to hear that biological ticking finally starting up...
Either way, it's just something I've been noticing.
I'm worried my classes are going to kick my ass. But I always wonder that... Nonetheless, I find that I don't remember any of my chemistry regarding acids and bases...*sigh*. I guess that's what review is for.
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(2 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Monday, March 24th, 2008
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12:10 am - Stuff
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Life has been weird, and largely full of yelling and frustration and irritability and definitely not enough sex.
And I just finished reading Odd Thomas, and when I got to the end I cried for roughly ten minutes. The last time I cried this much was after a certain death in the last Harry Potter, but that was cuz of a build up of years.
I think it was because I was so hoping for a happy ending. I kind of feel better after crying, cuz I've been feeling like crying for two days now. But at the same time, I really don't feel better.
In an unusual show of emo, I'm turning off comments. If you must tell me something, give me a call.
(don't worry, I'm fine, I'm just tired from a weird day)
--Justine
current mood:  melancholy
current music: "Oh! Darling" The Beatles
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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2008
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3:32 pm - look, it's my life!
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| Thursday, January 17th, 2008
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10:58 pm - ARG POLITICS! (Juss Angry Juss Smash...)
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See, I understand their point. But at the same time, they are raging, rabid, shooting from the hip angry and I'm just not cool with that. Everything they say just makes me feel angry and upset, and at everyone, not just the conservatives, not just the Bush administration, not just the average Joe that's doing what they feel is right. And the best part is that if I correct them in some of their beliefs - like attributing incest and polygamy to evangelicals instead of with the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Evangelicals have homophobia and anti-abortion, but that's a different subject - anyway, if I correct these things, they'll probably make some comment about, oh look, justine's becoming a republican or some bullshit. No, but at least I have way more fucking perspective than you cum drunk hippies....*sigh*
And yet I am doing Vagina Monologues. Eh, I truly find no strangeness with this... EDIT: so I got myself all riled up and replied, though I wasn't as mean in the e-mail. Hopefully they'll maybe give a thought to my opinion. And maybe not rip me a new one for being so moderate...*sigh* |
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(5 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Tuesday, January 15th, 2008
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3:14 pm - I am without internets
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Figuratively, I am without internets. My computer refused to turn on when I got back to school, so I sent it home with my dad. So I've been wandering to the computer lab every day for an hour or so of mostly essential computer use. Checking e-mail and the like. All in all, I'm feeling like this is way better for me. I mean, I'm sad that I'm basically not checking on my webcomics really or going to my forums or whatever, but...I'm getting my homework done. I'm way less distracted by the internets. I'm thinking this is a good thing. If only to wean myself off of the heavy computer use that I've worked myself into.
A lot of other things have been happening this quarter because of last quarter. I'm in AP, or Academic probation. This means that I have to go in and talk to the advisers a lot to make sure I'm still on track. Though I know what I did wrong and I have a MUCH better schedule this quarter, one that gets me up in the morning, so then I have all this time on my hands. And plus I don't want to fuck up again. 1.91 quarter GPA? No thank you.
Also there's the whole currently disqualified from my major thing. Yeah, that's scary, mostly because then I would actually have to put thought into what I might want to do with my education/life, something I haven't really had to think about for a while, since I've had my Bio blinders on this whole time.
And the other thing is that I'm in the Vagina Monologues. And no, I'm not going to become some crazy feminist. I've decided that I'm going to use it to figure out how I really feel about this whole woman thing. What feminism and being a woman means to me. It's also in a way going to be a declaration of me being an independent person. Which is amusing, since my piece is called "Reclaiming Cunt". My mother is a crazy feminist and she can't even say the word. And I'm going to shout it in front of hundreds of people and then demand they shout it back at me. Lol. It's making Spike a little nervous. He doesn't want me to change. Which is funny, since I'm really hoping he will. At least in the area of getting his shit together.
Well, I'm going to do my reading for Bio now. If you want to talk to me, give me a call. That's the way more reliable way to contact me right now. :D
--Justine
current mood:  cheerful
current music: "Marching Bands of Manhattan" -Death Cab For Cutie
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Friday, December 28th, 2007
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2:29 am - I drew myself!
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Hey, look, as part of a meme I drew myself!
Lookie Lookie by ~ElvenRanger on deviantART
Isn't it awesome!? ....once you look past the hideous anatomy errors of course, lol...
home is amusing, but I miss everywhere else. And I miss my boyfriend, even though I saw yesterday, and I miss my best friend, but i won't see her for a while. Maybe someone will kidnap me tomorrow?
-Juss AKA the hypno toad
current music: Once Soundtrack
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Thursday, December 13th, 2007
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11:16 am - black birds
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So far today has been filled with ravens.
On the way back from my final, I talked to a raven. It said "grbl rawk." I said "gwark" back. We carried on this conversation for the length of the bridge as I walked and it hopped along, until he got bored and flew away.
The other bridge had two ravens, but they wouldn't talk to me. Though one had a starring contest with me. I won, of course.
On the way to the dining hall two ravens were in a tree. one said "rawk grbl rawk". I said "gwark". He turned his head sideways to look at me.
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(3 misdemeanors | scrawl something on my wall)
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9:57 am - Tie Up Loose Ends
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Done with finals. hurrays.
Only slept 2 hours before my math final because i was having a really intense honest conversation with the boyfriend. I should stop doing that when I need to sleep. It didn't really matter how much I slept though, because I forgot to look over stuff that I didn't know how to do from previous tests. *headdesk* Hopefully I muddled my way through enough for a C.
It dismays me that for two out of my three midterms finals I have said, hopefully i got enough points for a C. (Yay, I did make enough points on my Ochem final for a C! *Happy dance*). I suppose i should take this as proof that there's a reason I'm a bio major, since i was like, on top of that shit. To quote Linda, that bio final had some good sex.
There's a rat on my shoulder, but I probably have to return it. I want to keep it and call it Splinter Jakimbo. Foxfire is a dumb name.
I'm tired... and I might have a long way to go before i sleep...
--Juss
current mood:  tired
current music: "I'm Going Home" -Rocky Horror Picture Show
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(1 misdemeanor | scrawl something on my wall)
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| Friday, December 7th, 2007
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7:58 pm - Finals are approaching
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Oh god, next week is finals.
I'm nervous about the tests, but at the same time I'm SO excited for this quarter to be over. I hope I feel less like killing everyone in my family when I get home. That feeling is uncomfortable and awkward.
Why did I join like, three RPs the week before finas? *is stupid*
--Juss
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(scrawl something on my wall)
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
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3:29 pm - Freebird
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I want to go to LOSCON all weekend. Fuck my family. I was back for an hour yesterday and I already felt trapped. Ugh. It's strange how the way that my parents are good parents are the exact reason that I'm pulling away from them right now.
Now I kind of wonder if this is how my cousin Kelly felt, and if this is why we hardly see her anymore... because she just wanted to be her own person and live her own life. I want to do that. Sometimes i don't even want to be in college, I just want to be out, and doing some crappy job but having a life that really and truly feels like it's mine, and that I'm not held by someone elses' expectations or standards or money. God, why does coming home make me feel so restless and pissed off?
I would say someone come rescue me... but I have family shit today and tomorrow... maybe I can escape on friday... maybe I can get away for the whole con... and if wishes were fishes then homeless people would just ask for beer money.
--Juss
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